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Rainbows

Wed 12 Jun 2024

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People always take photos of rainbows.

I don’t.

Rainbows are supposed to represent hope.

I don’t like hope.

hope

noun
1
a: desire accompanied by expectation of or belief in fulfillment
also : expectation of fulfillment or success
b: someone or something on which hopes are centered
c: something desired or hoped for
2
archaic : TRUST, RELIANCE

I guess hope in of itself is alright, but it always brings disappointment. Like, who invited disappointment? I’m way too familiar with disappointment to want more of it. Hope is a jerk.

Spent a lifetime in hope. Got a lifetime of disappointment. I don’t like hope.

Rainbows? No. Miss me with that.

People always take pictures of clouds.

I don’t.

Clouds are associated with dreams.

My dreams aren’t reality. They never come true.

I don’t need pictures to remind me of what isn’t real.

Clouds

I always hope for the wrong things.

I always dream of things that can never be real.

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